(Press that flag to see me when is new years) So uhhh…. *sighs* I never thought this day would come but it did so i have to tell you guys why im sad about new year’s So almost every year i get in big trouble (like electronics taken away for months and months on end) so whenever its new years now i get sad since that leads me to getting in trouble more, electronics taken away, my parents arguing more, me being sad and almost showing signs of depression, a lot more trauma, and a lot more things I would have to deal with. Also when its the end or my school year i might not be able to talk to you guys until the next school year since i dont have any other electronics than my school iPad and TV, and I most likely have my school iPad taken away so I’ll almost never be able to talk to you guys. *cries* (im seriously not joking with this stuff this is actually what i deal with on a daily basis)
I know this might not be very sad to you guys but its sad to me since you guys and my friends are the only people I could talk to about my problems since i never trust my parents to talk about anything because it always leads me getting into trouble, so please understand that i have a lot of trauma and this is hard for me deal with ok? :[ (Fun fact: I actually cried on my birthday because none of my friends came and it was only my relatives. Like i felt so sad and unloved when that happened also im actually crying rn because im talking about this :< )