The poem is below. Hope you enjoy. It was hard for me to write, to put these feelings outward.
do you know how it feels to wake up every single morning and force myself to get out of the car and towards the fire force that smile onto my face say i'm okay say everything is okay inside there are claws tearing at me but on the outside i'm laughing at a joke that I never heard do you know how that feels? how it feels to fake that? when i show my feelings they call me overemotional so i hide them and hide them and hide them until i just disappear. and when they miss me they only miss the girl who laughed who smiled who acted like everything was okay if they knew the real me they would never miss me.
