.I don’t know why but I’m almost always sad nowadays .I get on scratch because I have friends here .I have friends irl but they live hours away so i never get to see them and they dot really text that much anymore .Everyday it’s the same old thing: do school and get done by 11:30am, try and talk to friends because I have so much free time and do no activities, get maybe 1 hello, sit in my room playing inecraft all day or drawing
.Every time I do I vent I feel so bad because it feels like I’m just complaining about life and making it all about me, so it just makes me feel worse to do these things .also I never wanted to say this but strangely enough, I like gifts from friends, they make me feel wanted haha, that’s why I draw gifts for people, because it makes me feel good when they get all excited about it .i don’t know why but every time I try to enter for something, like an ota, dta, wta, etc… I never come out victorious and no I’m not saying that I deserve to win every single time or thing, but right now, and this is speaking for otas, I have so much time that I can finish my entry’s in like 1-2 hours .also I feel ignored to some extent, both irl and online So yea, please don’t get mad at this or whatever :( Thank you Evan and froxy and everyone else, I really appreciate you guys <3
