Thank you so much for 200 followers! I'm sorry that this is a bit late :D this is of course accompanied by an edgy rant. you can scroll down if you want to read it. If you don't like that kind of thing, than don't :) . .. ... I have been feeling so burnt out lately. I have so much pressure to do well in everything, I always have to get good grades, I'm a "gifted child," it's just what is expected from me, except now I have anxiety and procrastinate on everything because if I don't try, I can't fail, and then I'm failing a class and the stress keeps building up, and I can't handle it anymore. I got C0VID and missed THREE DAYS and now I'm failing my math class and all my As are B-'s and I can't deal with not getting good grades at everything. I lost almost all my close friends when I changed schools, and I hate my hockey team. I feel to empty to do anything all the time and my chest hurts all the time and I feel like my parents don't even care if I do good and the only way to keep them from criticizing me is to make self-deprecating comments. I don't want to d1e, I just really don't want to exist. I'm so, so tired of being alive. sorry for making you listen to my rant, thank you for 200+ followers! I promise I'll finish up my map parts and go back to posting more of my usual content :>
