- alixstriflyy hey everyone, i wanted to say sorry for being un-active a lot, i've had schoolwork and many other things to do, but that's not what this announcement is about... the announcement is abt many of the things that have been happening to me. first of all, ik this happens to many people and im not trying to sound like a drama queen or whatever, but for me it is a lot. I have been diagnosed with anxiety and add (not adhd) for abt a year now but things have gotten worse for me. yes I have been bullied when I was younger and rn to a certain extent and it has made my life miserable. this is because I have been really sad on winter break and for no reason at all! it js happens for no big reason maybe someone didn't text me rb or smth usual. then I will get sad, and I will start to cry and its js really hard. 2 times this year i said i wanted to die or it would be better without me. this is never right to say and i would never hurt myself because i would be too scared, i cant even look at myself getting a shot, but this is serious. so my parents told my therapist and he thinks i may have depression. im going to get it tested soon, but even i think i may have depression. when i was younger and saw commericials like: "this medicine can make depression go away" or whatever i never understood it, but now i can understand it a lot. it has been very hard to finally confess this to family and friends especially you guys, but i did it. i might be unactive a bit more and im sorry for making this a vent, but thanks for listening if u read it all the way!
