These crossed fingers remind me that there’s a sorry left unsaid In this moment of apprehension afraid you'll leave, our thread unwed The truth is very disappointing it feels like a lesson i’ll never learn and the memory of you makes me want to cross the line and disappear I'm tryna find a way to understand myself and you feel guilt even though i’ve made a mistake my regret is bigger than i am, and with that said there’s nowhere to hide, no place to fend Trembling voice and a trembling heart i try to find what lies within it Pretense lasts, yet you already know who i really tend to be The truth is very painful and it feels like a lesson i’ll never learn and the memory of you makes me want to jump and just disappear i’m tryna find a way to understand myself and i feel guilt even though i’ve fixed that mistake my regret is bigger than i am and with that said You'll accept that i have disappeared That I'm no more, no longer near A disappearance in the silent air
im sorry its only the lyrics but i cant make the full song yet! yall will have to wait (i will be doing an mv and i have the storyboard for it)
