jars of fears, filling them out and reasons why: (Idk I was bored) (Click) small spaces don’t bother me heights r cool yeah I HATE spiders I absolutely despise them like plz (and somehow I like Spider-Man smh) I actually have arachnophobia lol darkness is okay but it’s creepy sometimes, depends of I’m alone or not clowns aren’t scary bro they’re just they’re to make kids happy and juggle, they’re not penny wise okay snakes are scary so losing a loved one is v terrifying, thankfully I haven’t lost anyone super close to me so far <3 Deep water, my second biggest fear, I would never go on a ship the water just scares me like what if I sink, same w lakes (ignore the fact that I kayaked AND swam at a deep lake at camp) Fire is kinda scary like I don’t wanna get burnt no ty Death is okay bcuz everyone dies eventually and it’s in their fate but I don’t wanna die so soon yk like I still have so much to experience in life I’m only 14 Idk abt this one cuz I’ve never really experienced it but it is scary and it can leave a traumatic experience physically and mentally growing older is fine tbh unless when I’m in my 50s and turning into an old sloth I don’t really have social anxiety but sometimes I can Germs are scary bcuz corona and flu and stuff and those hurt bro Who isn’t scared of being insane like I’m good being mentally fine tyvm Being caught in a shooting, I don’t wanna die sorry and that’s scaryyyy I’ve gotten anaesthesia a couple times in my life and it’s not that bad it’s kinda cool yk (I had a phase last yr when I wanted to be an anaesthesiologist :sobbb: but idk if I wanna) Idk abt dying alone like I don’t want anyone else to worry but like if I just die alone I won’t be remembered What is this, aliens? Things lurking in space? Yajuj majuj (if yk yk)? Things in the ocean? Giants? Monsters? The end? Ofc I’m frightened. Flying is fun tbh Holes don’t bother me unless I fall in them yk Again similar to spiders, I despise insects I hate them I would rather d!3 than be swarmed by insects thats abspluterly terrifying (fun fact I sat on an ant hill once and guess what happened, they went all over me :thumbs up: fun right? AND it was at school, in like grade2. Ever since then I hold a grudge against ants) Having a baby idk it’s painful add my body’s also gonna change after so I don’t want that I like my body as it is rn and I’m scared of going into Iabour I do not want to fail like I feel like I’m gonna go downhill, especially w strict parents failure is a nono Becoming paralysed is scary to me because I have experienced being temporarily parylysed (for a month I think) and it hurtttttttttttt both physically and mentally I couldn’t do anything and just spent days in bed high on medicines, and it took months to get better (I could get out of the wheelchair in like November 2022 then I was on crutches for a bit then in like 5 months I recovered properly, but I still have weakness from it and funfact is that I got diagnosed with a lifelong bloodcondition called acute intermittent phyrphoria but that’s for another story) , this happened in august 2022 and I got covid , then I got Gulain-bare syndrome (it made my nerves stop working) so yeah I would never wanna go through that again, thankfully it was temporarily though I don’t really have secrets but I have mini ones so those would be pretty embarrassing if anyone found out music: BTBT - b.i (will play this at my future wedding i can say I am obsessed since 2022) idea: Olliviee <33
