I just found out what cupioromantic means it means to want to be in a romantic relationship but you don't feel romanticly attracted to anyone... i've been lying to myself for years.... and I do want to find love but I don't know how and when I find someone that I like and who likes me I don't feel romantically attracted to them... and even though im still in the fifth grade its still hard but I don't want to put any labels on myself until im at least 18 so ill have to see where it takes me.
also I haven't told my family or partner yet but I just feel like I can be myself on scratch and that I can.. trust you guys and I know I can sometimes come off as goofy or weird and act like im fine but im not, im going through a lot right now and I haven't had time for scratch.... like both of my parents are sick with covid and now I have to take care of me, my little sister and our rabbits! I-it's a lot.. and Im just one person. If you made it this far thanks, I aprecheate it :')
