i'm not sure if i'm back or not but here's an update!!!!1 i burnt the roof of my mouth like 30 minutes ago and it's numb and i can't stop laughing bc it feels so weird also laughing is how i deal with pain [mental and physical] so like so last night i cried a lot i mEAN HELLO- so i have a tiny little cut on my ankle now okay so maybe it's like an inch long but still- iT COULD'VE BEEN BIGGER my good ol' pal crunchy knows why mainly bc i vented to him about a lot of stuff [crunchy, dude, again, i'm so sorry you had to deal with that] uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wait guys you'll never believe this i finally played undertale and deltarune ikr took me long enough and can i just say wHY DID YOU GUYS NOT HARASS ME ABOUT THESE GAMES MORE so i've been working on drawing art mainly from undertale bc there's only tWo ChApTeRs So FaR from deltarune uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm sad guys at like 4:20 in Seek or Destroy bro messes up on the guitar a tiny bit i'm pretty sure [technically it's at 4:22 but stiL-] i miss all of you even the people i talked to yesterday this is how clingy i am
so the shadow realm is nice uh m y m o u t h i s s t a r t i n g t o b u r n a b i t i was going to say "i swear my two months have been more interesting than this" but like "are you sure about that" guys is crying interesting i'm not doing it rn bc i'm forcing myself to be happy due to.... reasons apparently i'm "too caring" and a "light" to people and i "upset the balance of my friendships bc i give too much into them" this is all like the opposite of what i thought also i realized that if a person doesn't want someone's help they're not going to accept it so that's uh- that's fUN- sPEAKING OF FUN FLOWEY'S THEME THE UH- YOUR BEST FRIEND ONE I THINK IT'S CALLED IT KINDA HAS THE SPONGEBOB FUN SONG IT IN how did we go from sarcasm fun to this? adhd and autism both of those i miss social interaction
