i think i saw a ghost - One Hope _____________________________________________ The clock it taunts me Tells me I should be 30000 feet in the air but I'm only 6 feet Still drowning in the thought I'll never be enough Looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love I can't escape the feeling I'm not human It's just a subliminal act I think I'm losing my mind Working overtime Till my heartbeat stops on a dime I think i saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror They're reaching through my soul As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night While nightmares of my future possess my mind I'm staring at these walls I Think I might go insane How can I feel something When nothings felt the same? I guess it's wishful thinking That I could live a life Without the torment of my Demons and their knives I think i saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror They're reaching through my soul As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again I'm overthinking my whole life Till the point I feel numb inside But I'm still an emotional softie Can't handle it when I cry I get overwhelmed with emotions Feels like I'm lost with motion I'll live my life in la vie en noir Dansant avec les morts I think i saw a ghost Staring back at me through the mirror Don't recognize myself As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again