hey. so, i disappeared. crazy, right? i bet one or two of you are wondering "october, what happened?" well, this is what happened. things got worse. things went from bad to horrible to unbearable. and we all know what people do when things become unbearable. nothing felt good anymore, i couldn't do anything, i lost all motivation, i couldn't even talk to people. and then one day, i stopped logging on. for days. and days turned into weeks, which turned into months. i got scared, so, so scared of coming back and facing the music, that i didn't. i was stupid, i was frightened, i was in a bad place. but i got better. i got way better, i feel better, everything feels so much better and the world looks way brighter. and i'm back. and i missed you guys, way more than i can ever say. gods, you don't know how much i wanted to come back just for you. but i'm back. what does this mean for my voice acting? i won't be doing it for probably a really long time. i'm not quitting, no way, it's my passion and my hobby and i love it but i'm not ready for it just yet. i'm so very sorry for the stress i've caused due to my disappearance. what does this mean for CA? cancelled. i apologize wholeheartedly, but i was never ready to start a series and i knew that but i did it anyways and it was a stupid idea because look how it ended. pathetic, isn't it? you can laugh. i'm sorry. but, i'll do other things. like art and stuff maybe. that'd be fun. i'll talk to people more. if you want to contact me about anything at all, go ahead! i'm always happy to hear from anyone, friends or future friends. i love you all. i really do. thank you for your patience. thanks for reading. <3 -october 11/1/24
