Things have been harder recently, sometimes it hurts too. I have been dealing with a lot of hate and I sometimes question, now: 'Do I really have friends?' I don't know where I am in life and I need guidance. I've come to dislike myself a LOT at times. It has also been hard talking with friends and such- I feel like such an idiot most of the time, and it feels stupid and I hate it! I've been trying to do things but- I feel like I can't and I should just stand back- Help would be nice. I have no idea what to do. I've been hiding it for so long, and no one seems to notice it. I've tried hiding it behind my silly antics- should- I leave Scratch? I am hesitant to say that but...
^ @scotlandish-biscuit I made a hug to make ppl feel better... (Mostly @scotlandish-biscuit tho..)
