₊˚⊹♡ vent | january 12 ✧₊⁺ Do I really even matter to anyone? Do I? Sure, you say ily or imy or smth along those lines, but do you rlly mean it? I h8 not knowing if someone rlly cares or not. Its hard to rely on myself, I need someone to hold onto. I'm scared of getting hurt again. There's been so many people who have said they'll never leave me, and guess what happened? Betrayal. I can get over it, but is it worth the memories? Sometimes, not always. To the friends that I still talk to and interact with, tysm. Y'all mean the world to me and that's an understatement. I'll never forget you. <3 To the friends I know longer talk to or they've forgotten about me, tysm for the memories. It was nice while it lasted. I hope things go well for you in life <3 And to my ex ( if you're reading this, idk ), I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving. I should've been there for you. If you're thinking I lost feelings, I didn't. They only grew after I left. I thought disconnecting from everyone would help myself, and that was selfish. It didn't help either. I'm sorry. You still mean a lot to me, and I'll do my best to be there for you. <3 I'm sorry Song - So Beautiful by DPR IAN
I'm only posting this cause I'm getting tired of the " you're commenting too fast "
