Idk what to do after this In pain lol I’m such a granny
Date: 8/15/18 “ so, what has been bothering you?” It seems like every therapist I meet, they all have the same soft, gentle, high pitched voice, It’s like they’re trying so hard just to get me to spit out my words, so they get their raise, So I chose not to speak, Instead, I grabbed the unused journal, and inserted the gold key into the heart, I took a pen from the metal cup, and wrote a few words. I don’t want to talk, Otherwise ocean water will sweep into my throat, But I can tell you what’s been bothering me. 1. I’m scared of the ocean. 2. I’m scared of losing my friend 3. I’m scared of losing my mind. She wrote a few words in red ink, Her handwriting was dainty, flawless, Anything else you’d like to add? She handed the journal back to me, and I left the page blank, I grabbed my bag, and before I left, A voice crept behind my shoulder. “ You can keep the journal.”