Song: Pity Party by Melanie Martinez What it's about: Being alone
As a kid I never had any friends because no one really liked me because I had a lot of, let's say issues at home, and they knew I was very sensitive at that time and I would constantly get bullied for my issues and I'd get bullied about how I looked and about how I dressed, how my teeth looked, and how easy it was to make me cry and Holy Hell I might cry just writing this. And they would constantly tell me "Don't cry little baby" and it just made everything worse they never actually knew what was actually going on at my home they just knew a lot of stuff was happening. And no one would stand up for me and at the age of 7 I was constantly having anxiety and I was scared of everyone I was afraid if anyone knew what was happening they would make fun of me for it. And I would always be called a crybaby and they thought it was funny when really it was breaking my heart even more. When I turned 10 I still got made fun of and it broke my heart more and I got body-shamed and if I wore makeup to make myself feel pretty they'll tell me "oh, even if you wear makeup your still gonna be ugly" and I still felt bad.
