If you don't click start, nothing will happen. :) yahh! this character was originally going to be a part of a future adopt thing (dta, ota, raffle etc.) but I fell in love with them too much the arts a couple weeks or more old (read the notes if you want an overly detailed explanation)
art by me on procreate and ibispaint x music is the instrumentals for awkward silence by skz (I had it stuck in my head okay????) >> - - - - - - - - - - - - ➤ life update and rant about random things I think about if you want to read it I did the stupid thing of stepping on my iPad a couple weeks ago, which was my main (pretty much only) place for drawing, so I probably won't do much digital art for a while until I get it fixed and ibispaint x actually infuriates me (my phone can barely handle it anyways). Luckily it still works but I am scared that if I use it I will break the screen even more. It cracked while on holiday, and on the way home I barely even touched it (although someone kept putting stuff on top of it) and the hole in the side got bigger and now the glass on the camera is threatening to fall off. anyways, that was my little rant about my broken ipad that will cost like $400 to fix (I was saving for an apple pencil too TwT) perhaps I will use this time to hone my pencil drawing skills as I always draw with my finger, I probably need it as art class is actually going to be hard unlike last year. Probably forgot how to paint too. and I don't mean hard as in the stuff we do is really difficult, I mean you get stressed at the end of term three trying to fill up your portfolio thinking "oh, I wish I'd done this earlier in the year waaaaaa" and I'm not messing it up by forgetting how to use a pencil. who knows, maybe I'll lose my habit of tapping the paper with two fingers to "undo" my last paint stroke. kinda got into stray kids and have been distracted by them for a while so I haven't done any art (even though I promised to never go anywhere near the toxic hellscape that is stays and be a loyal tokki and neverland forever). I think I was just tired of only listening to girl groups and needed some of that edgy boy group music. But I got sucked in and now I'm a stay. somehow I'm not put off by the fact that half their lyrics have stuff like "no cap" in it. how nobody says anything about them while hating on soyeon for having "cringe" rap lyrics