i thought i'd start writing here (still not too sure where i am?) to attempt and keep my sanity. im probably already insane, since this is either a very vivid hallucination or my own personal hell. ironic. i wonder if i'll find my father here. hm. anyway. i lost my finger in the pizza this morning. i reeeally need to buy new bandages. its not like anyone would notice, most of the ingredients are found either in the dumpster outside or with extra animatronic parts. its barely even pizza at this point. ..i should probably hire an actual cook.. im also not too sure how time works here? it feels malleable, in a way. theres people from the past, the future, the present, all together, able to talk to one another. its confusing. i cant wrap my mind around it. it makes me feel like some creature is going to appear, take us away and punish us for daring to interact. like the world is going to suddenly crumble all around us and this whole place will disappear with everyone in it. maybe im thinking too much. bleh. i do that a lot. enough questioning my existence for today. oh! my coworkers. ill talk about them. yeah. most of them are 16 years olds just needing some money. one of them is terrified of the animatronics. i dont blame them. i just had them collect tokens and clean up. uhh... theres max? i dont like max. he makes fun of my voice a lot. its annoying. hes also waaayy too careless around the animatronics. i had to stop him from hitting one of them (hitting one of them, is he stupid??? does he have zero survival instincts?!) after it stopped working for a minute. i would fire him, but hes the best with the kids. hes the only one who can calm them down. i dont know why they love him so much, since hes a jerk. its not too hard to understand how someone can live in utah all their life and have a british accent! stop asking me so many questions! im not projecting, you are! theres helpy, too. does he count as a coworker? he does a lot. actually, not really. i have to fix him a lot. hes pretty stupid. and he sucks at stopping us from getting sued. no its not my responsibility go away mmm. i think thats all for today. maybe i'll do it again tomorrow. i dunno. i guess if anyone's actually reading this i could answer some questions. uh, bye for now?
