Number 14!!! ========================================= BEHOLD!!! My explanation... This is still about me ignoring the toxicity and reminiscing only about the good times. It's also about me pondering what we could have been.
Pondering --- No matter how hard I try I can’t get you off of my mind My friends are so annoyed They hate hearing about you They've tried to help Their help only makes it worse I start to reminisce I ignore the bad times In my head, the toxicity doesn't exist Just because I don't want it too This perfect fantasy… This movie that plays in my head… I want it to be real The part where you grab my hand Where you tell me how sorry you are Where you hold me close and never let me go Where you kiss me on the head and tell me everything's ok Tell me everything’s ok…
