❝ there are angels all around ❞ . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . about me ⚘ hello! i’m crim (she/her), a Christian artist, author, and reader. i love to write and read fantasy with sci-fi and paranormal elements. i’ve been into fantasy and writing since i was 9 (so for ~8 years!) and first read warriors when i was around 10. i even wrote an entire fanfic in tandem with my cousin and sister. i’ve been involved with TFCRP since 2019 when my good irl friend @queencrowe (now the riverclan *admin*<3) introduced it to me. . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . TFCRP + RP experience ⚘ the first TFCRP character i had was shared with vi, named swiftbird (RC). i was not a very good rper at the time, but i liked the experience of rping her and the rpers i met while doing it. next was greycloud, who was initially shared with vi but quickly transitioned to be my character only. he was also a riverclan cat and i loved him so much. most recently, we’ve rped morph (an adorable loner boy) together, but he’s transitioned to be vi’s character only. as such, I do not currently have a character in TFCRP. ⚘ i do not tend to harm characters except for the occasional scar (if it makes sense ^^) ⚘ i kept greycloud up until the age limit and enjoyed having him for so many life stages. i would likely keep bluebird for at least until he’s an elder. ⚘ i’d estimate my activity level on scratch to be a 7-8. as for TFCRP, it has fluctuated a lot, but i’d say i averaged a 6 with greycloud (the most comparable example to bluebird). ⚘ i’ve been writing for many, many years. as for roleplaying, i began rping in TFCRP around 2019, but have been a part of others since then. though i’ve often rped characters alongside my sister, i’ve also done characters individually and loved it! . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . why bluebird, why me ⚘ i’m applying to roleplay as bluebirdkit because i’ve been wanting a RiverClan cat for a while! i’d love to join again with two wonderful parents<3 as well, the FBL aspect really intrigued me :) I think it would be interesting to RP a character who doesn’t know where he fits in [more details in trivia section] as opposed to my previous character, greycloud, who was an unerringly devoted RiverClan cat. why him specifically out of the litter? well, first of all, I loved his design, especially the teal eyes! I’m pretty attached to this personality i’ve developed and think it works super well with this little guy. i think i would be a good choice to rp bluebirdkit because i have had a lot of roleplay experience, both in and outside of TFCRP. I’m experienced with developing characters, both in a roleplay setting and a regular writing environment. additionally, i’ve been in TFCRP a while and know my way around fairly well. i love the Riverclan Community and would be thrilled to return to it! . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . about bluebird ⚘ personality types enneagram :: 6w7 mbti :: ISFP-T alignment :: neutral good ⚘ sexuality/gender :: straight, male ⚘ simple personality ( + ) brave, honest, noble, chivalrous, creative, moral ( = ) curious, stubborn, independent, proud, spontaneous, idealistic, distractible ( - ) nosy, withdrawn, know-it-all, rebellious, reckless, self-righteous ⚘ detailed personality curious :: bluebird loves exploring and discovering new things. his determination to learn is one of his finest qualities. nosy :: because bluebird wants to learn so badly, he can be nosy at times. though bluebird is not a gossip, he definitely knows more than he should—and might share it, too, if he feels it is the right thing to do (just not for entertainment purposes). brave & reckless :: bluebird is absolutely not *spine*less. he will not hesitate to stand up for what he thinks is right. this can make him reckless and careless with his own life and well-being. his recklessness can also be a result of his curiosity—he doesn’t always look before he leaps. honest :: bluebird values honesty very highly, not willing to lie unless he believes it will make things better in the long run (which is rarely the case). lies, to him, are the biggest betrayal; he will always take them very personally and find them very difficult to forgive. creative :: he is very artistic in many ways and loves composing poetry and will often speak it out loud to himself—words have texture to him and he loves ordering them and rhyming and constructing interesting sentences. bluebird enjoys finding words to describe things and creating little riddles and puzzles that sound nice to his ears. he also enjoys collecting interestingly textured rocks, shells, and other items to decorate his nest. noble & idealistic :: bluebird always sees the best in other people (unless he’s given a good reason not to) and expects the best of the world in general. in part because of this, he is very noble—he always wants to do the “right thing”. chivalrous :: bluebird will play the hero when he gets the chance. it’s not that he enjoys the spotlight (quite the opposite), but he loves the feeling of having helped someone.
know-it-all :: bluebird can be afraid of seeming un-knowledgeable. his honest nature makes him avoid telling any straight lies, but bluebird’s fear could lead him to obfuscate. he also never hesitates to share information that he knows or correct anyone who’s wrong, even if it’s not the right time to say something. in all, he can come off as a know-it-all. independent & distractible :: bluebird often keeps to himself, his curious nature propelling him to explore and his independence encouraging him to do it all on his own. however, this doesn’t mean that he doesn’t appreciate his family/friends or other cats taking interest in his interests. in this sense, his independent nature is almost always subconscious—he will run off on his own without thinking to invite anyone along. subconsciously, he fears that they will say no. connected to this, he lives in his own world, making him very distractible. it is not rare for him to trail off mid-sentence as he notices something or to interrupt himself with a question for his conversation partner. this doesn’t mean he doesn’t have an attention span, however, and bluebird could easily spend hours listening to the waves and thinking of words to describe the sound. spontaneous :: bluebird jumps headfirst into things, not wasting time to think before doing something he’s excited about. he loves the feeling of spontaneity and moving on to the next thing that interests him, part of what prompts him to explore. (this also connects to both his distractible nature and recklessness.) stubborn :: bluebird can be very uncompromising, seeing his way as “best”, this also applies to his moral code and stubbornness to do what he believes is right. he can be unwilling to apologize first if he believes he was in the right. in this sense, his stubbornness is both negative and positive. proud & self-righteous :: bluebird can be image-conscious and worried about what people think. this makes him socially-awkward, but is rooted in his pride. he doesn’t want anyone to think less of him and always tries to seem knowledgeable, funny, and fun—even if he’d rather be exploring on his own. bluebird doesn’t always think well of himself, in fact he can be pretty self-deprecating at times because he has such high expectations due to the strength of his moral code. however, he does often subconsciously think of himself as better than others because their problems—at least to his eyes—are much more clearly on the surface. sometimes he can’t stop thinking about all his flaws, but most of the time he ignores them. his pride is not always negative, however, as it causes him to hold himself accountable and makes him unwilling to lower his standards for herself. moral :: bluebird relies heavily on his deeply ingrained morals to see the way forward. he has a very clear sense of right and wrong, and this is very important to him. he holds himself to this very high standard, but also tends to expect others to value morality as he does—connecting to her idealism. withdrawn :: bluebird doesn’t share his emotions (especially extreme ones) with others easily, finding them at times both overpowering and too trivial to discuss. in a discussion, he doesn’t think of his emotions as worth his time, but he spends far too long thinking about them no matter how hard he tries not to. he will not hesitate to listen to others (as best he can) if they were to share, but he would likely never share in return. he barely discusses his feelings even with his own family, unwilling to bare that part of him to anyone. this is in part due to his pride and unwillingness to show his flaws to others, but he also doesn’t want others to feel bad because of his own struggles. (hence why he doesn’t really talk about his conflicted feelings about ThunderClan [see trivia section]) rebellious :: bluebird does not care for rules created by others, particularly those he doesn’t know or trust. he will not hesitate to disregard a rule he deems “stupid” or “outdated”. however, his honesty and morality means he wants to listen to his loved ones and even his clan when he can or it is supported by his moral code. . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . roleplay examples, playlist, and trivia :: in the comments! . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . research :: N/A . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . conclusions I really love this kit! I had a great time constructing this application and thinking about him. (Thank you to Vi for helping me with brainstorming and some writing.) I think his personality will be thoroughly enjoyable to roleplay and I’d be so happy to be back in RiverClan with a great new family. Thank you for considering my application<3 . .⭒˚∘ ❀ ∘˚⭒. . ❝ so wake me if you’re out there ❞ song is angels by owl city art is by me bio is by me (with some input from my sister, vi) design by @flitchering
