The last time we met, I was Optimistic about the future... But I still feel like I have been affected by the actions of others and myself. I haven't been doing well lately, Art block and my lack of motivation have treated me poorly. I just feel like nobody is going to praise my creations because It's not Like TADC... I just don't like Existentialism in the arts, and I feel isolated because of this. Even though I've only lived for 15 years thus far, I feel like I've lived for eons and can't connect with the rest of society. Nobody will understand my work or philosophy because it doesn't feature a character arc or something... I Want to get an idea, I want to entertain. but I won't catch anyone's attention. But all of this didn't prompt me to post this... I got called "The Robot kid from ohio"... I'm pathetic. Nobody wants to talk with me, Nobody wants to work with me. I don't even think the spinel Icon army Forgives me... I'm just a Cog in the machine... i guess...
