Uhm so I've been going thru some stuff (I'm not going to talk about it-) and uhm. Idk. I don't feel like being in a relationship really. IDK-- Like, I like being held and stuff but like, not in a romantic way. Yknow the "crushes" you get in school? The ones that are like "I like you but I don't want to date you-" I've had a lot like that in my life time. I've kind of been going through a gender crisis too- cause gender is complicated Lol. Idk. I'm a little gay/queer baby that's going thru feELiNgs. Yeah uhm. Idk. (god ive said that too many times-)