Okay, so... I'm scared... A kid at my school (my 3x, and a few others) keep staring. Yeah, it's normal, according to most females, but... I'm not used to it. Last year and the previous years, I was just a weird kid that nobody liked, and then in sixth grade... I guess everything changed; physically and socially. My grandmother bought practically a whole brand new wardrobe and got my hair done. (I have curtain bangs and layers) then she got my a mental help counselor, thinking it would help me, but no. Nothing has changed about my mental health. Onto the reason I'm scared. On February 2nd, 2024, I was at lunch, and I was sitting with my bf and our friend. We talked for a while then they both went to buy ice cream at our school snack line. Well, I was left there alone, and my 3x just staring at me. I turned at looked the other way, giving quick glances, to see if he always still staring. Once my bf and our friend came back, my 3x looked away. I'm also sad... I got in a argument with my 3x, and he called me f@th3r13$$, because I'm a furry. Well, in fifth grade I told him that my dad was in j@!1, and the reason why is because he got in a car accident and I was in it.. i was only seven, and now my dad only c@11$ me at least twice a month... So yea, he's right, yet wrong at the same time. I also saw a "family photo". I was around 6-7 in that photo. I cried right when I saw it. I thought about how broken my family is; my dad in j@!1, my mom is d3@d, and me and my two sister could b3@t each other's throats 0vt... I now live my grandparents too... I think that's all...
