#start i'm always really stressed + overthinking abt everything . i can't focus on my grades nor schl work no matter how hard i try . my mom says she doesn't care abt my grades but i know she does i see it through her eyes . i need to bring them up or i can't get into high schl which i really want to go to high schl & college . i push myself past all my breaking points no matter what i tell myself to not do . scratch isn't really helping besides my friends on here [ thank you maci, melanie, zoey, rory, ash, ethan, & soren ] but i'm thinking of going inactive for a while so i can bring my grades up . if i do go inactive i will come on here once in a while to talk to only my friends & check my notifactions so don't expect me to talk to the rest of you !! #end .
