December 1st 2023 We’ll break is over but I still get time off bc the vacation for a couple of weeks I just pretended to be happy I mean the last thing I need is to disappoint my grandma and cousins more then I already have so yeah we’re staying til the 17th my grandma and cousins kept asking “how did ur chest get that flat” and my grandma said “why would you alter what god gave you missy” and that I wasn’t being ladylike enough I kept explaining how I was a boy and she knew that we are driving abt 30 minutes to the airport but I couldn’t deal with this they know I get nervous from traveling and they know I’m a boy ughh I wish my friends were here at least they get me well uh I will let u know when I’m at the airport so bye
