December 2nd 2023 I’m finally off of that plane but Japan is crowded too I just wish I was home with my friends aggghhhh I hate this but I did meet someone at McDonald’s he was so nice and showed me around he knows English from living in America for 3 years he is my age too but I was a little nervous also my friends will pay for my hrt and surgery so that’s fun I became friends with that boy his name is Deku and I got his number I do like him but I’m not sure what to say it all turned around well my nonbinary cousin Jess came out at dinner with all of us present they said “guys I’m nonbinary meaning I’m not a boy or girl I am both I use they/them pronouns and Hayden is a boy btw” my grandma was disappointed and asked Jess to get a plane ticket home with her money I feel horrible for them and grandma might treat me differently I’m genuinely sad and I will let you know when I leave so uh bye for now
