TW :: implied de@th if you are sensitive to this topic, please do not proceed! ❝ remember not to get too close to stars they’re never gonna give you love like ours ❞ It had been one day. And then the next. She had peered into the enclosure that was FateClan camp and saw nothing. Now all she saw was darkness. Now. Now was a weird word. The thing was.. they.. didn’t want to live in the now. What if.. just what if, she had been able to.. live in the past? Live in the past where the cheerful, loving.. apprentice was still there. All those words, all those words that symbolized happiness.. they hit too hard. They felt like.. a wave of darkness had taken over, grasping her, and strangling her till she felt as if.. life was so cold. Life was so lonely. Life was heartbreaking. Life wasn’t.. what she had anticipated. StarClan.., she begged, why couldn’t my destiny be different? Why couldn’t they twist her fate to be what it /should’ve/ been? Why couldn’t she lie, and pretend as if nothing had ever happened? Why couldn’t she? Why couldn’t she stop the flow of tears against her silver fur? The only feeling she could make out was the loss of hope. Hope. Will it ever come back?, they pondered. ❝ so show me the way home i can't lose another life ❞ · · • —– ٠ ✤ ٠ —– • · oh dear. sil is terrified after dawn is de@d, and this is her trauma. she’s probably going to blame herself for eternity now.. yep. trauma arc art :: me code :: @colorsnatch lyrics :: ilomilo - billie eilish music :: ilomilo - billie eilish
