#start yesterday after lunch two girls were fighting over a boy a ugly boy like girls pick up your standards stop fighting over some ugly boy . anyways thats not what this rant is about !! i have the most fked up comfort compared to the rest of my friends & family . i listen to horror podcast along with adult podcast just for comfort . no matter how hard i try to get rid of it i can't i really can't . i also burn my thighs to quiet the pain i feel & i don't know how to tell my irl friends abt this, bc i don't know how they will react . i also watch horror movies to scary the living shi out of me so i don't feel bad abt myself . i also don't eat as much bc of stress & because when i eat i feel like 'm going to puke and i just don't eat at all . #end .
