guys, i feel like moving to a secret acc. have a fresh start. even if it means losing everything i already have. ︶ ⊹ ︶ ⊹ ︶ ౨ৎ ︶ ⊹ ︶ ⊹ ︶ there are multiple reasons for this: even though i have a lot of friends as yena, most of them dont even talk to me anymore. they asked to be friends, and disappeared. and i also feel entitled to be people's friends, when i have 40+ and im tired of having the responsibility to be everyone's friend even when they dont reciprocate. im tired of my identity as yena. i dont know why, but it doesnt feel like me anymore. it feels like a stranger, a stranger that i have to pretend to be every day. i want a fresh start, with a blank slate and no history with a bunch of people. i want to be brand-new again, where im not that known and i can be myself. i dont know if i'll actually come through with it, because its a lot of work and im out of username ideas lmao-
