why do i even try anymore? anything i make that i pour any ounce of effort in will most likely get struck down, although i guess this one makes a little more sense than the other times, but still. all yall see is women with proportions, and the reactions to that are bipolar, you’ll go crazy or you’ll react with disdain. some of yall dont even consider how long this has taken me, how many out takes i had to suffer through to make every single thing as perfect as i can make it. but, maybe this is all on me, and i shouldn’t be blaming anyone. i proposed the art trade, i made the drawing and knew in the back of my mind that it would get reported sooner or later. but then, why am i upset about it if i knew it would happen? …this kind of stuff demotivates me so heavily, it kind of shows me that the reporters do not appreciate the effort of the artist, rather they want to get their quota in. well good job to you individuals, you did it. i really hope you’re happy, because you just about stole that from me. im not going to take another break, ive already used all of my free trial break cards. im staying strong, although my activity will be very infrequent. sorry.
reposted it on tumble for those who are interested :3 and thank yall for being so supportive. i love you all <3
