If today was my funeral Tell me what would you say? Would you think less of me for Ending all of my pain? 'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain Would you think of me fondly? Like a soldier at war Or the coward that could not Let you down any more 'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for If you could feel what I feel Meet my monsters inside You'd never tell me I'm selfish For wanting to die You would let me let go You would let me let go You wouldn't judge me for standing Out here on the ledge Knowing that nothing below could be Worse than what's in my head Yeah you would let me let go But you'll never know There's a house it's on fire Deep inside of my mind I've been stuck in the wreckage I was taught I should hide There's an open window, smoke is getting high It's gonna tear me to pieces Being forced to decide Do I jump like a failure Let it burn me alive Should I feel guilty for running out of time If you could feel what I feel Meet my monsters inside You'd never tell me I'm selfish For wanting to die You would let me let go You would let me let go You wouldn't judge me for standing Out here on the ledge Knowing that nothing below could be Worse than what's in my head Yeah you would let me let go But you'll never know My pain, or see through this smile I still fake 'til it's all too late All I have to say If you could feel what I feel Meet my monsters inside You'd never tell me I'm selfish For wanting to die You would let me let go You would let me let go You wouldn't judge me for standing Out here on the ledge Knowing that nothing below could be Worse than what's in my head Yeah you would let me let go But you'll never know
I been feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. everybody is leaving me. I dont want to be alone... all I do is show I care and try to help people the best I can. I get promises broken that nobody wants to keep.. I am giving up
