. intro . just a few things i never dared to say out loud. <3 i did everything wrong, didn't i?
i miss you. i was never good at making friends, but it's worse now than it was before. i feel like dying, but all i can do is cry. it's not your fault, it never has been. i scream at the sky and curse the ones who took you, but what's the point? it's my fault, and i know it. all i can do now is hope that i'm worthy enough to stare into your eyes again.
