tw: depression (not neccessarily me being depressed though :P) i'm fine, really, i'm fine, i say, rubbing my eyes. i'm fine, i tell myself, my words hitting the floor with a clatter and a thud, not reaching anyone or anything at all. i'm fine, i whisper to myself, as i crack and break over and over and over again. i'm fine, i say to them, my voice practised, my face a mask, my soul splintered into neat little pieces but they don't know that do they? i'm fine, is what i think as it reaches out its long, slender hand from the depths of my mind and seizes me in its fist and drags me under i'm fine, is what i whimper into the darkness as it rips me apart piece by painful piece and it is me and i am it and i am breaking myself over and over and over again but they don't know that they don't know that they can't know that because i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine right?
