{ DIOR GOULD } Dior Gould, born "Yasmine Rosa Cheng," changed to rid of her past. Age may vary. Likely 20+ Female, she/her/hers Straight/Heterosexual, questioning [ definitely a Bisexual in denial or some form of Sapphic,,,maybe biromantic asexual ?? or demisexual ?? ] Born in England but eventually moved to the US, Is of Chinese and FIlipino descent. Only fluent in english, has a slight british accent thats slowly fading away but may pop out occasionally. Calls her friends pet names often. "Darling," "Lovie," "Love," "Hun," etc. Dior’s appearance --- Dior is somewhat above-average height, standing at 5'7" and even taller with her heels. She has a slim yet curvy body with a small waist, which she takes pride in dearly. Dior has an overall pale complexion and has somewhat of a natural blush. In the summer she can get a bit tan although most of the time she has to force it by sun bathing all day..Luckily she's never gotten sunburnt. Her skin is naturally clear, albeit she still smothers it with products constantly in fear she would break out or spontaneously begin forming acne. If anything, one day she's going to end up using a product and creating acne on her face. Her eyebrows are /extremely/ thin with a small, clean slit through the left one. Her lips are naturally plump and plush although she often uses lip plumper to further enlarge them. Always leaves her house with a full face. Its a must. She does, however, still prioritize her natural appearance, getting lash lifts regularly, facials, doing her skincare, etc. Always has a pair of lashes on. Doesn't like to do lash extensions because she says she doesn't like having the same pair every day and they get in the way of her makeup. Likely has a fancy vanity full of fancy products and at least 40 different boxes of lashes and multiple of them, too. Has something of a naturally buttoned nose. Her hair is jet black, always split down the middle, although in her highschool years she definitely had a shego-like side part [ kim possible ]. Her hair is extremely healthy and virgin as she never bleached it or used any excess chemicals for it. She definitely has a whole team to do her hair when she pleases..like one of those famous celebrities. Her eyes have a naturally thick set of lashes on them but mainly because she somewhat forced them to grow out since she was younger, using various lash serums and castor oils. Her eyes are a dark brown, almost black color. Has some very feint dotted freckles scattered around her face and body in general, though barely noticeable..she usually either fully covers them with makeup or draws over them to help them stand out, with little fake freckle makeup thing i dont know what its called?? And maybe some very light brown eyeliner. Has a simplistic semicolon butterfly tattoo along her right forearm, with fairy-like wings and words under it in cursive that say "Strive," on her back is another tattoo to the left side, a medusa tattoo though more subtle rather than detailed, barely showing the side of a women's face with a butterfly sat atop her nose and snakes flowing from the side of her head. Simple, but recognizable. Definitely smells like a mix of Dior perfume and Honey Nut Cheerios. Her nails are always nicely manicured, coffin shaped and always black with some sort of accent color. Dior's Attire --- Dior can commonly be seen in flashy outfits. Showy dresses that reveal skin or that shape her body, expensive jewelry, fur accessories, and ALWAYS a pair of designer heels. Usually accessorizes with a bag, even if she doesn't need it !! Shes just so silly like that. Is absolutely the type to wear a dress in the winter with a bunch of fur accessories and earmuffs, claiming she isn't cold. ABSOLUTELY has different colored phonecases to match with her outfit and phone charms to match, too. Dior's Personality --- Dior is a fairly quiet girl. She can be a bit awkward in social situations but once she clicks with you there's no escaping her. She will follow you around like a lost dog, once she's comfortable enough she gets pretty freaking animated with her emotions and such. She gets easily excited at times. She's just a child in an adult's body, really. Dior is pretty freaking confident in her appearance, despite her awkwardness in social situations she is often pretty darn confident in her looks, as it was the one thing people appreciated about her. Like Aaliyah, she thrives off approval and social acceptance, will often do anything for it. She loves praise and pleasing others, quite the people pleaser in most situations. Around others who she's supposed to make a good impression in front of, anyone important or new, she tends to get quite shy and timid. Dior can often lack a lot of self awareness, getting greedy and selfish at times. She has made a bad habit of exploiting others for her own desires and profit, because its what she had seen for most of her career[s].
She likes her personal space, and her alone time is something she prioritizes. Has major attachment issues. Likely very touch starved, too. Hates people touching her in the slightest way, even if its clothing being brushed against her. She finds it to be revolting and will never get used to the feeling of physical affection. The way to her heart is definitely acts of service or mainly words of affirmation. Has a developed form of two different synesthesias; Pain synesthesia and mirror-touch synesthesia. Both bring her a great amount of discomfort and/or pain. Pain synesthesia, when she sees someone hurt physically or even mentally she, too, will feel what they are going through. As for touch synesthesia, what she sees another person touch she can be prompted to feel that touch, too. Disgusting. She normally strays from couples because of this, especially touchy ones. Has MAJOR PTSD due to past trauma that i'll be going into further. 100% anemic, always cold and/or tired. Has bad issues with honesty and confrontation. Not a huge fan of drama, either, so tends to stray away from it. She's probably so used to mirror touch by now that real touch is such a foreign thing to her; being able to feel someone actually touching /her/ and not someone else. Hence why she despises it so. Dior's Backstory --- Dior was forced into the whole modeling industry at a young age by her parents. It started with little pageants and such which she genuinely adored, but once she was in her teens she was pulled out of school to pursue it full time. And just like that she was sucked into the toxic industry. She was unfortunately scouted out by an infamous company, but one that maybe wasn't the best. The man she worked under..he was not a good boss. Constantly commenting on her appearance, putting her done, choosing what she could and couldn't consume as if she was a pet, and if seen on the wrong day, even preying on her. He was a main reason of the majority of her problems now, her toxic habits and her ptsd. She had foolishly went in blind and signed a contract with the agency, binding her to them for the next couple years of her life. She couldn't escape if she even wanted to. It wasn't until she was 22 that she was able to escape them. Even then they followed her, haunting her thoughts. She was constantly shamed for a body which she didn't choose to be born in, one in which she didn't choose to be impure, one which she slowly began to hate with them around. The people she would work with made harsh comments about her, crude ones and highly unprofessional ones. Chooses to no longer talk about her past, a sign of her healing and an attempt to move on, forget it ever happened and show that she had recovered since then. She was exploited heavily to the world back then, earning her a poor reputation. Even once she had left the company she found it hard to get a decent job, until a little cherub named Aaliyah Lotus had discovered her, right when they both needed each other. During the time span she was signed with the agency she had attempted to leave; by ridding of herself. It didn't work, of course. It made the news, sparking new problems and theories about the company. For awhile, she debated on exposing the god awful people running the deal once she was out. And then she realized it would only make them chase after her once again. ------- ❝ ∂σ ησт αттємρт тσ тσυ¢н ѕσмєтнιηg συт σƒ яєα¢н. ❞ flag for reference, space for mini playlist ^^