i'm feeling mentally drained at the moment. my grandpa recently passed away and my motivation is at an all time low. along with a bunch of personal issues and insecurities about myself bothering me. i'm also just feeling incredibly lonely and constantly feel like i will never find love. nobody loves me besides my mom, really and it really just kinda makes me worry that i will never find anyone who truly loves me school is being a huge pain in the rrrrump that's about it i'll probably feel better in a week or so
