Dear starclan, I have made a grave mistake, I left my friends and caused them pain, I hurt my loved ones and was maimed, I caused the suffering I cannot fix, I miss my life, my friends, their tricks. I still have my honor, I still stand strong, but this one decision I made was wrong. Even if I do go back, my heart will lie to you and that is that. I want my life, I want my honor, I want my friends, I want the somber. I want to go back, end this pain, I caused my friends to feel the same. I wished to end it, yes that was true, but now their suffering makes me feel blue. Let me go back, let me help, I don't want them to feel how I felt. -graystripe.
