this is DEFINITELY going in the top 5 songs I've made,,, so fire (note: originally titled "Yell") (finished song lyrics I have yet to finish/add:) (verse) Bearing the figure that I was born with Touching the skin I came into life with Fully resenting its dull appearance Fantasizing against what was provided Grazing a hand over a disfigured body Only feeling pleased from the things that I can't see Even if love is handed to me directly It's hard to convince me against what I resent (pre-chorus) "Suck up the parts of you that were hated Throw out what has been torn up and faded" This is life, I should not have to bear it It's just one long, sick game of pretending (chorus) Embrace me now, even though I'm not a person Look at me now, pretend my body's transcendent Divert my eyes away from all that's decaying Even diseased, I stay alive and keep breathing (bridge) What will I become once I've awakened? Brewing up dreams to cover my hatred Rotten, I suppress my own reflection Wallowing in thoughts of self-deprication (chorus) Embrace me now, even though I'm not a person Look at me now, pretend my body's transcendent Divert my eyes away from all that's decaying Even diseased, I stay alive and keep breathing Strangle me now, punish this fraud of a "person" Mangle my heart, tear up its false presentation Even if enveloped inside my ignorance The decay of my figure dreadfully persists
Program used: LMMS i like smithers thats why he's there (Press space to play alt vers.) Surprisingly I didn't have to cut the song into multiple audio files, maybe scratch just has a tougher time with medium-sized files idk (update. alt version is different somehow so i had to cut that one into two but not the orig???? the file sizes were the exact same lol)
