Heyy Ya'll :D It's been a while.. I'm going to start posting again new proj coming soon!! I feel like I'm using you guys for this but :sob: (scroll down)) . . . . . . . . . . . . . ￬ Soo...I like this dude at my school, and my friends know who it is. But, lately my best friend and him have been playing games together, msg each other on disc, etc etc.(+ she doesn't invite me to play w them, normally she invites me to play w her even if shes playing w our classmates and she kinda embarssed me Infront of him and he called me a weirdo :( ) I have a feeling she likes him cus of some other reasons I don't feel like typing out. I think he might like her too, idk fs tho.(Plus she's popular, has like many friends ( I only have 5 irl) she has like over 15, she is outgoing, extroverted smart, talented, etc and i'm not any of those :( soo) I rarely talk to him bc of my social anxiety, and sh1t. ( I talk to him like abt twice a week online never in person bc of my social anxiety) Idfk how to discuss this w my BSF, cus she claims he's hella ugly and stuff. I've been ignoring her at school but she's been messaging me asking if i'm mad at her, I say no, but idfk how to tell her :sob: Can ya'll give me advice?? You don't have too But one thing I've noticed, is that when I'm looking his direction he's always looking at me and I get all red and stuff and turn away ;-; . Is that a sign??? idk abt these crush things he's my first crush ;-; I've liked for almost a yr. (since last May) But like when we play val together, I bottom frag and go into the negatives bc I get so nervous ;-; Cus he uses Vc, (voice chat) and I hear his voice I turn red and I get so nervous bro ;-; I'm fine when we play roblox cus we don't call we js play so but like :sob: And istg, if someone tells me to talk to them abt it :sob: or tell me to confess to him
