"This isn't a diary. That's what Belos has, and I'm not him. This isn't necessarily a journal either. It's just a place to put all of my thoughts. Lately, I've been having a lot of those. I killed three more people today. My kill count is somewhere in the 800s. I think. It's not that I want to kill. It's that I feel like I need to. There's this sense of accomplishment that I get from it that I can't get from anything else. Like I did something worthwhile for once. I know these people have lives of their own. I know I stole their happiness. Somehow, that makes it feel even better. Murder is addictive. I always act like I enjoy what I do. Most times, I don't have to act. Recently, I've felt guilty about killing. Funny how when you think you've lost something, it shows up at the most unexpected times. I try to convince myself they aren't dead. I'm not that good of a liar. I don't know if I should put sincerely or something like that. If I did, would I use Hunt as my name? Or would I use Hunter? Bellerose was right. There's more than one reason why I don't call myself Hunter anymore. Yet there's some part of me that still yearns for that. Guess I won't be signing off." -Hunt's diary
