Iotkrjfufifififitkvkcidiejdmdjr A lot has happened. I’m somehow still alive XD Here’s the good news- I have a partner (their still unsure of transitioning, so I’m referring to them as partner) I ASKED THEM OUT VERBALLY (yes, I know, how brave of me to ask them out with 0.2 seconds left of break) Here’s some okay news- I was out of a toxic friendship (read below pookie) I’m getting extra counselling sessions, cause I had some serious stuff that happened in the past reappear in my brain Here’s the bad news- The person I tried to cut contact with, is almost completely refusing to leave. Even though it’s their fault. [warning- imma do some venting/aitah Reddit storying here, just want everyone’s opinion to it, but I’ll say when it’s safe to look again] So what’s happened is, a girl and her friend (let’s call them L and C [random letters btw]) chose one of my current best and most trusted friends EX, over her. Ignored her when she needed her most, ghosted her. Hung out with her ex and made her feel unwelcome. THEN got angry at me for actually supporting her when she needed it. (I’ll mention it now that things in the past between me and my current bestie have been bumpy, but they weren’t there for her when she needed them then, or now. Trust me here when I say that my friend has gone through a lot with them) she eventually left those people and joined me and my friend group (el phsychotic goobers), cause she was tired of being treated like crap. C and L hated this. They didn’t like being treated how the treated others. Ex also started ghosting C and L, making them need a replacement. Anyways closer to now they got the teachers involved, and the head of year got all of us to “sort things out”, me and my friend couldn’t mention all the stuff they did so we just gave them a couple of reasons why we cut contact and oh my GAY JESUS, the look on their faces. Like I get how L felt (C only feels pure anger at my friend, idk why :3), losing a friend can be traumatic sometimes. But if you ghosted them, chose an ex over them, and expect them to still be your friend. Get lost sister. Anyways our head of year told us to stay separated, cause me and my friend wanted to be. And god it was stressful. Anyways the head of year wanted to talk to me after and stuff, but it wasn’t any drama, it was just making sure I was okay after my counselling. UPDATE!- L has started stalking my friend on TikTok, my friend has currently blocked all accounts with her email but I know this probably isn’t the last we’ll see for her. Another update- L has started posting about my friend online, I’ve already reported her to the head of year, but this time my friend is going to be here with me. We’re reporting her and we’ve got witnesses, so hopefully she’ll stop. Also my friends ex has become friends with my friend again and she told her that L and her mother have been trying to contact her (pretty sure that counts as stalking, which is pretty messed up coming from the mother) [it’s safe to look again, but if ya did read my little rant and stuff, what’s your opinion on it? And if you think I’m not seeing their side of the story/not being insensitive enough. I’ve been through something similar, with it still affecting me now, but my friend/ex friend have others to lean on if something goes bad, I didn’t. That’s pretty much my trauma.] Anyways, I’m making a bunch of art+ Little mini comics on ibisPaint! Wanna see them? Yes? Well here’s a link- https://ibispaint.com/comic/storyList.jsp?comicID=651402268 (If you see my name, don’t refer to me by that, I can’t change it for some reason. I go by Ezra btw ^^)
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