why do i always have to be a burden why cant i go one day without messing with everyone.why cant i just stop!its not all abt me.its abt others.and how can everyone love me!why!im nth important!im nth at all.i cant do anything right,i cant stop overthinking.i cant stop doing everything wrong.why cant i just stop being such a burden!dont wanna be here anymore.im tired of being such a burden.im so annoying even i wouldent hang out with me if i was.im so so so so sry i cant do anything right im sry i cant be the person u want me to be.
miss u dead older twin brother r.i.p i might be with u soon....heh.they would be happy.no more burden.right?