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hello its me peach (: its been a long time sense ive made a post like this so why not do it now. As most of my "followers" (if there's even anybody who remembers me) know im a pretty mucked up kid who is very very...explicit when it comes to stuff and now that im slightly older i feel more comfortable telling you guys this stuff now. so way back when in late 2020 early 2021 i made my scratch account just cuz my brothers kept begging me to make an account, so like any good sister i did and boy oh boy was that a mistake. now not to say it was a complete mistake but this account was the root to a lot of crud and drama I've gotten myself into such as exposing myself to creeps, gr00mers, and just really really toxic groups of people. and along with that came a lot of trauma, You see as i said before i was kind of known for being explicit at such a young age (with the way i expressed myself, drew, talked, and act) and with that brought people who also acted explicit and who where much older then me (14, 15, 16 and up and i was 10-11 at the time) so as any younger person would do i would mimic the way they act so i could be liked and excepted by them. Now obviously there's nothing wrong with looking up to people older then you but it starts to become a problem when they use it against you to manipulate/gr00m you and that happened to me....a lot. Now I'm not gonna name drop anybody just cuz i don't want to start anything up again but just know they where 14-16 and i was 11 just barely turning 12, And im to lazy/unbothered to get into the stuff that happened to me but to sum it up it all lead to me becoming hyper ---ual (now for anyone who doesn't know what that is its a trauma response to wide range of ---ual encounter's/experiences, and in my cause it all started from back when i was in pre K and one of the volunteers at the school ---hed me inappr0priately so to shorten that it was S@ for me, and now im suffering the consequences of those events and now i have a very complicated relationship with my own ---ual desires but that's not something really scratch friendly) But now im ok-ish, ive cut ties with most of the bad people from back then and im sorta slowly healing ( with the help of my friends ofc) Ok enough with the sad stuff let me give you guys a few updates on how I've been and what I've been doing these past 2 years. first things first im 13 finally and im turning 14 this june ^^, i have new pet cats! tho one of them did run away recently, i have a gosh darn phone finally ToT, and uhh thats all i can really think of with the happy stuff now im not so sure about how active ill be on this account but i will occasionally drop by and post a little doodle! XOXO peachytea123