There is way too much going on in my brain.I am overthinking things,worrying too much,and running on little sleep.I just want everything to be okay.I want to be happy again,I want no drama between friends and people I care about,I don't want to be hated,I don't want for my irl friends to treat me like a ghost,I don't want to constantly be yelled at over the smallest things,I just want to be loved and to show everyone who I truly am.I really don't know what to do anymore,I just want everything to go away and for everything to be okay.I want to not have to worry anymore and for my head to not hurt from everything that I am thinking about.I want so deeply to be okay.I want to be able to say I am great when my friends ask me how I am doing.I want to not have to hide my feeling from everyone.I just want to be OKAY again.......
I am not okay