Liondare Reference 2024!

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Name> Liondare Past names>(OORP)Lionkit and (OORP)Lionpaw. Age in Moons> 41 Nicknames> Lili, re, dare, Lo AGAB> AFAB Gender identity> Trans masc Sexuality> Pansexual. {60% male attraction 25% female attraction 15% other attraction} Residence>Shadowclan Thoughts on residence> "It's not safe here..." ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Disability's/Disorders: >Missing back left leg< Reseach:(Research is in srp where Liondare got this injury.) Cause> Liondare had decided to recklessly go out and face a Lion, he quickly learned he had made a mistake and lost his back leg as he tried to escape. >Blurred vision< Research: https://allwritealright.com/how-to-write-a-blind-or-vision-impaired-character/#:~:text=Tips%20for%20Writing%20Blind%20Characters%201%20Make%20the,Understand%20The%20Limits%20of%20the%20Blind%20Character%20 https://medshun.com/article/how-to-write-someone-having-blurry-vision Cause> During a fight he started with Jackalrite, he gotten a long slash across his face and gotten his head slammed into a rock, and also ended up with getting dirt in his wound, all of this caused some nerve damage making his very vision blurry. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Basic Personality>{+}Honest/Helpful/Loyal/Affectionate{=}Observant/Blunt/Stubborn/Protective{-}Pessimistic/Distrusting/Paranoid/Clingy Detailed Personality> Liondare has been known for his daring actions in the past, though after an incident, that caused his lost back left leg, he has become much more paranoid, and after apparently challenging Jackal, he lost his trust for his clanm4t3s, for anycat, besides his kits. He looks around every corner, and never lets his guard down, and this lead him to feel exhausted about having to look over his should, but still be a kind and loyal shadowclan cat, he loves shadowclan, or so he thinks. He feels exhausted, for caring for cats, he cares, but he doesn't want to, he doesn't say this though, because he has no reason to, though he wouldn't lie if asked about it, he won't say until it's asked. Liondare gives, and gives, and gives, until he is left empty...drained...exhausted...but he still gives...causing him to come of as rude when he stops sugarcoating things, and for him to only see the bad and never the good, and part of that is because everything has seemed downhill for Liondare, and he fears he may not be parenting properly, not protecting his kits properly. He knows that it is impossible to protect them, but he still tries, just as he still gives, stretching him to a thin line, a string, just about to break. A crayon with to much pressure put on it. He moves on still though, for what? Why stay in shadowclan? Why give more? Why? Liondare himself doesn't know why, but he does it anyway. Maybe he feels as if it is wrong to not, or maybe he just wants to stay true to himself. He pushes these feeling's away, deep down, curling them up into a ball, and into a jar, but that doesn't stop the worry and the exhaustion. As Liondare helps his clan anyway he cans, maybe it's because he's stubborn that he does what he does, that he stay's loyal, and gives and gives, as he gives into paranoia, day by day, night by night, dawn by dawn, dusk by dusk. Noticing things, he wouldn't before, when a cat shifts, when they flinch, stiffen, when there is cat that shouldn't be there is, when something is off... and it makes his state worse and worse... forcing himself through every day for what? He just does, as his belief in starclan begins to falter, but he forces himself to believe, to cling onto that hope, as it feels like everything around it crumbling in and he has all the clan on his shoulders, trying to find a way out in desperate ways, turning his anger and fear to respect, clinging to his friends and family, showing his affection more than normal and doing anything to keep himself awake, to feel alive again, not dangerous, just to feel alive and normal, and okay. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- {This part is a W.I.P!} [Family] Chipmunkkit @ Droughtpaw @ Boppaw @ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- {Also W.I.P.} [Friends] (If you want to be considered liondare's friend and we have roleplayed, just ask.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- {Accesories!} what?//when it was acquired?//where from?//looks Chain//At 37 moon//A crow's nest// it is rusted and old, and it small, with a broken look, barely any silver to be seen on it, as it twinkles through his ginger fur, wrapped around his neck. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------