Hey guys... Prepare for a really long speech and dramatic crap... It's really late at night, and my head isn't running properly, I'll try to word out as much as I can... _____________________________________________________________ So.. I've been feeling really unmotivated as said in my comment section. I've been really sick the whole weekend.. It seem I'm starting to get angrier and angrier every day, getting more frustrated at what people say. I'm trying to stay happy, but all of the stress of tax season, family problems, and leaving friends is really affecting my life at the moment. ____________________________________________________________ My friends are becoming more distant lately, not talking to me anymore, or finding more friends. And when you lose new friends, you make new. But it seems I'm running low on options. I've been slacking on school too. Last two years, I've had really good grades. Now... They're quickly falling. I've had 2 academics this year, which isn't much, but... __________________________________________________________ I've been feeling really ignored, like people are walking around me. I try to compliment people to feel better, but they ignore me and listen to other people. Anyways, I'm not trying to get attention, this is mainly just steaming off, or venting everything that's going on so you guys get a better picture of me and why I'm not sharing many projects. Thank you for reading and understanding, And I'm really and honestly sorry if I'm ever mean, rude, or hurtful towards you. I really am, I can't express how I feel for you guys.. You're amazing people, and you've helped my keep going in my life. You guys are awesome. ___________________________________________________________
