it's not right this isn't right What's wrong with me everything all no how could I its good for me its not healthy but no I cant this wrong right this is stupid no one cares I don't care no wonder why did I but she I left wrong right stupid I hurt all over I feel so bad but I have to I had to could I? no should I? ... i don't know feel bad this is good lier betrayed her no maybe? hurts why do I do this why did I do this why do I share why do I show it hurts hide behind a mask blood mask of happiness hurts truth hurts this hurts I cant I wont I should I don't hurts