Do you ever just wanna die? Yeah, me too. I just feel like the whole world is against me, setting all their impossible expectations on me, forcing me to be perfect. It feels like I’m drowning in responsibility. I feel crushed by the weight of society. I feel so alone, like no one is here for me, even though I know there are people out there willing to listen and help, it doesn’t feel that way. It feels as though every single person sees every single minor flaw and insecurity, and judges me for it. I’ll never be good enough. But those are just feelings, right? Feelings do matter of course, but there are other, better feelings. Love, confidence, happiness. And all you need is someone to be by your side through thick and thin. All you need is love. But then I try to love myself and all I see are the flaws. All the ancient insecurities come flooding back in a tidal wave of darkness. But people don’t see you that way. Chances are, if you catch someone looking at you in public, they’re admiring your beauty, wishing they had the confidence to compliment you. Remember, you are beautiful just the way you are.
