I can't even begin to express how truly sorry I am,I lost the relationship I had and I wish I didn't.I loved her so much and cared for her deeply and yet I had to go and ruin it.Snowy,if you see this,I still love you so much and care about you and I really am sorry.I wish I wouldn't have left you.I still want you more than anything.I hope you can forgive me for all the pain I have caused you today.I regret everything I did and said and I feel so bad about it.I ruined what we had and what we had was amazing.You were truly my everything and you meant the world to me.I would of done anything for you if you would've asked me to.I hope you know that I will always love you so much and if you ever asked me to take you back,I would automatically say yes.I really do apologize for the way I have acted today,it was very selfish of me.......
I'm so sorry.....
