Hey guys. Basically, I've kinda had the vibe that my irl friends like don't like me. They kinda have distanced themselves away from me and well one of them is even talking to the girl I hate. On Tuesday my bestie got really sick in school and she had to go home. I didn't know until like at lunch cuz we don't have the same classes together. And when my friend told me, she ignored me for like the whole entire day. When I asked what was going on and why she was ignoring me, she was like 'Oh I don't talk to people who don't know about what is going on with their friends.' I was really mad at her. And also, when I was venting to her, she was like omg not again and she didn't give me like any advice at all. She is really rude. We'll call her Britanny. And my other friend (we'll call her Mia) she is really nice but I've kinda hurt her too many times but not on purpose. And she already got her friend group and I feel like I'm just another irrelevant person. Then one outside of school, she blocked me on TikTok and told me her dad must've blocked me. Then when I saw her recently, she unblocked me but she doesn't let me give her any hugs but she lets others give her hugs... So uhh yeah... Thats why I'm kinda not okay :') (edit) 16 march 2024: I did the worst possible thing I could ever do. Basically, I like someone and my irl friend knows. I saw her and she told me to tell his sister that I like him. I was really tired at the time and so couldn't make a good judgement and I ended up telling his sister that I like her brother. Then she went and told everyone... So now everyone knows anddd they are all gonna judge me hehe..
