[[[[[[TW panic attack]]]]] You gave me a panic attack You changed your haircut, earrings, style And i just Felt the pain so hard My heart stopped - you were... there. Pain, pain, pain, pain, ful. *heartbeat* *inspiration* And... I don't know what it was. Maybe the crowd, or this stupid Louise R maybe the surprise, maybe maybe you, i d o n ' t k n o w but you ga-a-a-ve me a panic atta-a-ack. Pa- a anic atta ck. wasn't even your fault but you gave me a panic a...a-attack *breath* *tear* And my tears weren't enough to say how much i would like being over this. O-o-over this. O...o-ver You Probably saw Me I escaped Didn't want to see you more Than Half a second But but. Oh, god. And I looked at you when nobody could see me see-e-e me. *breath* You aren't even that handsome You're just... just somebody who made beating my f*cking heart Oh, god w h y ? Let me forget This You Him Forget f o r g e t- forget. Roses.
Oh god i don't even know what is this, mix of a song, poem, messy thing but i needed writing something so much. I can't. I thought i went over. I guess I did. But. There is always this but. But, but but, but. STOP STOP stop. making me feeling so sad weird stupid IN LOVE I DON'T EVEN LOVE YOU ANYMORE Do I? I don't. d o I ? God no. Yes No I wanna forget. Forget. U F*CKING STRAIGHT. I NEED TO STOP THIS but can i Pin[]terest for the picture (https://www.pinterest.fr/pin/198651033555485741/)
