i'd call it a rant but i'm not that mad okay so my math is not the best, and i'm especially bad at proofs which makes my parents really mad because they have to explain it all haha and um basically they've resorted to blaming k-pop for me not being good at math which is like i'm sorry is seonghwa stealing my braincells? this was not part of the lore i believe anyways i couldn't figure out how to analytic geometry and my parents straight up told me to remove all my posters and albums because it's "a distraction" which... no thank you haha also there's someone at school i have a crush on, let's name them z for now. pretty sure a lot of people know i like z, because last year i talked a lot about him all the time (embarrassing myself era). like, to the point where even my friends who don't even go to my school asked if i liked z when i mentioned i had a crush because i'd been talking about how i thought he lied about something related to the activity we do together haha i don't have any classes with him but for some weird reason i still like him, i feel like i should be over him and i definitely don't like him as much as last year but oh well and i'm also really awkward since the last time he said hi to me (literally just 'hi yuli') i waved and didn't even look at him or say anything so i'm pretty sure he thinks i'm rude and stuck up which is unfortunate(?) but maybe soon i'll get over him hopefully! anyways if you've gotten this far here's a reminder that you're so so lovely and wow you're super smart, nice, kind, and i love you! go be amazing today <3 - yuli ( @doeyin )